Vie, it's not just you. Love can make even the most Machiavellian megalomaniacs get all goofy in the cockles.
Not saying you're Machiavellian OR a megalomaniac, I'm just saying love is powerful shtuff.
"Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get, but if you work really hard, and you're kind, amazing things will happen. I'm telling you...amazing things will happen" --Conan O'Brien