i had a very emotional dream. and i realize my depression is repression. i don't know how to tell you how pivotal this is. if i had forgotten the dream, i wouldn't know what to do. i still don't. but here i am, wide-eyed in the middle of the night.
Thread: Random Thought Thread
03-22-2011, 05:19 AM #12621
i may be an emotive, that experiences things more deeply than many of the population
03-22-2011, 05:24 AM #12622
my #1 problem is my dysphoria, or depression. it just doesn't feel right to call it a depression. i can't experience anything. i want life to be exhilirant. but i don't know how. but am trying: i pretend.
but for a long time, i've felt nothing.
but i think in my unconscious, i may. i think this clue is more important than i realize at the moment.
i've been having bleeding noses for almost every day for the past week. it skipped yesterday. i think, maybe month. i can't remember.
03-22-2011, 05:32 AM #12623
it's supposed to be nice out today!
I kind of want to hang out at home and actually ENJOY the nice weather for once
however, I know that I won't“Oh, we're always alright. You remember that. We happen to other people.” -Terry Pratchett
03-22-2011, 06:21 AM #12624
Only getting five hours of sleep makes me a miserable person to be around. I hate the mornings!!!
03-22-2011, 07:47 AM #12625
I actually slept through the entire night last night.....And I still want to curl up and sleep on my desk... I'm hopeless. :zzz:
03-22-2011, 08:34 AM #12626
^ This emoticon is going to be my Whatever emoticon.It is a luxury to be understood - Ralph Waldo Emerson
Those who can make you believe absurdities, can make you commit atrocities - Voltaire
A kind thought is the hope of the world - Anon
03-22-2011, 08:59 AM #12627
I think one of my 11-year old kitties is starting to go senile and when I think about what this might mean, it sucks."Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get, but if you work really hard, and you're kind, amazing things will happen. I'm telling you...amazing things will happen" --Conan O'Brien
03-22-2011, 09:32 AM #12628
03-22-2011, 10:09 AM #12629
Now I'm watching an episode of CSI that I taped back in 2010.
And after that ends there is some video left from something I taped in 2007.
And after that ends there is some more video left from something I taped in 2001.
It's like being in a friggin' time machine, and "Fellowship Of The Ring" is still in theaters...."Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get, but if you work really hard, and you're kind, amazing things will happen. I'm telling you...amazing things will happen" --Conan O'Brien
03-22-2011, 10:34 AM #12630
People need to clean up their metadata before uploading to Grooveshark. You lazy, stupid shits.