there was a dreamy girl. she is serene, grounded, aware of herself. she let go of control.
there was a miserable girl. she was unsound, lofty, insecure. she was trying to control chaos.
they were the same girls, in parallel universes.
the question is, what is the difference? one thinks she is lost.
my big question is, when and how did i become this crazy?
i want to be free, as the wind and water
i'm really, really, really disappointed in how i turned out, in life.