You think nothing of living nor death. You would probably laugh with your killer unless they have done something really lame to kill you. You are surprised when people get upset at you for killing other people.
You are a cold person to be around, but is easily amused.
Hope is the denial of reality. It is the carrot dangled before the draft horse to keep him plodding along in a vain attempt to reach it. We should remove the carrot and walk forward with our eyes open. -- Raistlin Majere