a whatwho club..?
I imagine such a place does not exist in the bitter New England so please elaborate or send me a link.
If this discussion transpired in person I think I'd have to punch you.
In the face.
:edit: I'd like to make a weak attempt at analyzing your avatar..
All I can think of is that you're aware of, in, and/or trying to maintain, a constant state of self evolution/internal growth. And it's a varying process of backward-forward.
I probably fail.