That's an interesting comparison that I've never heard. You seem to kinda have a dark side, though it doesn't really come out on the forum. Am I right?
Hah. On the positive side I tend to think I am moral, and nice, and clean, perhaps you could say innocent. Naturally, I aim to put the positive foot forward. But I can be all of those things and still be very dark, which I am. You are right.
Originally Posted by ThatsWhatHeSaid
I had a friend who used to use the phrase "tragic darkness" a lot. She showed me how tragedy could be beautiful. She used to be depressed and still has what I call residual depression, but she's fucking cool as hell.
I think I understand. I intentionally gaze into the abyss a lot (and I indeed, I am a depressed person).
Originally Posted by CaptainChick
Major rule of thumb, when most people are out, I usually stay in, and vice versa. It's just how I roll, homie!!!
Hey... I understand completely. That is a rule of mine as well.
Go to sleep, iguana.
INTP. Type 1>6>5. sx/sp. Live and let live will just amount to might makes right
All of the above. I was with a group of people I am all friends with, but they arn't really all friends with eachother, so once the booze got down our systems arguments and disagreements broke out, and a fight almost happened (and that fight is years in the making, too). Then I had to run like hell from the police cause they were breaking up a party I was at and an old friend of mine I ran into was using my pipe to smoke weed on the street cause the party had overflowed to the sidewalk. The cop pulled over just across the street from him as he finished so I had to dash, but I admit that was kind of a rush. By the time my group of guys was settled in with a group of girls I was totally burned out and needed to just go home, so I barely even talked to them. I'm not like a player or anything so I probably wouldn't have got anything had I been normal anyway. I need more then one night to make an impression most of the time cause I take a few meetings to warm up to people.
I don't know, it was just one of those nights you expect to be awesome that ends up being full of a lot of conflict and it just doesn't work out on any level.
fuck it, next time i'll stay in and play more guitar, cause thats way more fun than getting drunk. I also want to go busking downtown some night, just to play for people, even if they are random ass people who arn't really paying attention anyway.
When you don't expect good things, you get a lot of pleasant surprises in life.
I'm totally with you on that, and I generally avoid expecting anything, but I just didn't do that tonight. I didn't expect anything in particular, but I sort of thought that being dressed up+friends+beer+randomness would have a fairly enjoyable outcome, but it ended up way worse than I could have ever suspected.
But yah, these are lessons learned. I'll never expect anything again.