So I was reflecting on things and I realized that during a crisis if someone is already worried I don't worry, but if no one is worried I do worry. It's like I do the opposite of whatever everyone else is doing to balance it all out. I wonder if others do this, or if it's just a weird quirk I have. I also tend to believe the opposite of what I'm told, I don't really mean to it just sort of happens. Someone can be like "you suck at fishing" and in my mind I'm like fuck you I'm fucking badass at fishing or they could be like "you're a good fisher" and I'm like what the fuck do you know? I suck at fishing. I've done this for as long as I can remember. So input, I don't know what I'm asking so answer how ever you like, as you can't be wrong.