Is there any psychological term where one constantly wishes death upon themselves? Does anyone else even know what I'm talking about?
You might want to look at the Freudian term 'death drive.' It's not exactly the same thing, but it's a similar idea.
-Carefully taking sips from the Fire Hose of Knowledge
Seems to fit somewhat, it at least leads me towards other things to think about, thanks. My thread will naturally go ignored now, so it can be deleted.