I have detached myself from my emotions so I can observe the world in a mathematical fashion.
Like a calculator. Or graffiti with some stuff...n...oh..I got bored here.
'Consciousness is not simply a sensory-perceptual affair, a matter of mental imagery, as the contents of our mind would have us believe. It is deeply enmeshed with the brain mechanisms that automatically promote action readiness' - Jaak Panksepp