Seriously...there's only so long that I can run away from my future. Something deep down inside of me says I'm about to blow up. Like, you'll be seeing me on TV, hearing about me on the news, reading about me on the internet. People will be writing about me, talking about me..
It's funny, I have no idea what for ...it's just this irrational, unrelinquishable feeling I have. I've had it ever since I was a young kid. I mean, when I was 10...I kind of always knew I was going to be someone. Though I'm plenty lazy, deep down I know I'm not. I put in work. I move mountains...
And now, I'm 24...and it feels more like a function of time, not possibility. It feels inevitable. Ever since I was around 20. People will come up to me and shake my hand. People will, once they see me and talk to me, just know...what I seemingly already know. Though I doubt, I never not believe. Not even for a second.
I got a glimpse of it when I had a pregnancy scare. My gf told me she might be pregnant...and seriously, I flipped. It was scary. I was scared of me. I had hit those streets so hard...not asking. Telling. I was afraid of what I might have done had someone dared gotten in my way. And people...they sensed it...no one dared stepped on the path I was taking.
I feel like I own the world. That the world is mine. Now, watch me take it. Because, even though I didn't have to. I am.
On some level, deep down, I've always known I'm god.