He was there again, but my black mood made him invisible to me. Seriously my emotional state is like some kind of tibetan mind animal, stalking me and casting a shadow over everything. It resembles a Yeti most days.
That sounds really stressful and overbearing.
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~Torah observant, Christ inspired~
Life Path 11
The more one loves God, the more it is that having nothing in the world means everything, and the less one loves God, the more it is that having everything in the world means nothing.
Do not resist an evil person, but to him who strikes you on the one cheek, offer also the other. ~Matthew 5:39
I'm allergic to milk so that it literally makes me depressive whenever I eat it, and so I turn from my pleasant self into a hostile, brooding, unmotivated emo and suck at everything. Then when it's out of my system I spring into manic again and I look like a bipolar at the end of the day. And I can't complain about it either because it's not like a real mental illness.
If you think I'm bullshitting you haven't seen it go down, my family literally had me tested for food allergies like this because I acted almost autistic the first half of my childhood and there was no explanation for it.
I don't believe in vengeance usually, but a person who destroyed my car had a nice "wetting" of her crops the other day......"wetting" meaning water from a can that flooded her field "during the night..."
I've never understood why public speaking is a fear. fear of snakes, or fire, or death i can, but never that..
Good result (vs. Soton)...still have to go #Arsene
Tengo los conocimientos estardiar....no hay un motivo para estar al tanto de la reunión que sucedió hace mucho tiempo ....