I'm terrified of grad school and that's why I put it off for so long. I like to present myself as an intellectual, but it masks how insecure I really am.
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09-10-2016, 11:01 PM #3183Perfectly robust chickens
Run laps a lot
Pee on the garden
Leap over fences
Cock is a word for rooster
Hen is a type of chicken?
Kit kats are good
Nice chickens don't belong in the
09-11-2016, 12:09 AM #3184
I don't have the fear that everyone hates me. It's more like I fear no one cares about me, at least not as much as they want to believe they do. And I think that maybe some even try but can't bring themselves to. Is that irrational to believe? It's sort of like the relationship between a parent and a child. It's expected for a parent to love a child unconditionally so they bring themselves to believe that they actually do, when they really don't. But, they'd rather not consider that to be a possibility because they couldn't bear with knowing that to be the reality of their feelings, you know? I know how many others think of me - they believe that I'm friendly, kind, and sweet.
But with that, I feel comes with the baggage of being seen as pitiful. I have traits millions of other people have and in a half-year from now, I doubt anyone would have a difficult time finding a replacement - though they'd deny it. I'm someone that others like but if I were to ever leave, I feel like it wouldn't really matter and I'm scared. I'm really scared.
*only interacts with other memes such as (me x2)-self (two negatives = a positive) who regularly use the font comic sans unironically*
09-11-2016, 12:43 AM #3185
I actually fear success.obviously you're going to get nothing from reading this
09-11-2016, 01:36 AM #3186
I'm scared of pool cleaners. And also those vents at the bottom of public pools that sometimes make noises. They're fucking terrifying. One time the creepy-crawly (as I call pool cleaners) brushed against my foot and I had a heart attack. I would swim more if my dad let me take it out of the pool.
And any water that is deeper than I am tall. I was not one of those kids who would spend all day jumping off the diving board. I'm still not. I've only been to the ocean like once but I'm scared that if I wander out too far I'm going to trip down a trench and I mean sure I'd resurface a few seconds later but I'm still terrified of it.
Also that one time I went to the ocean it tried to eat me. I was trying to get back to the shore and I tripped. The tide kept pulling me in every time I got up.
Also also one time at the water park in the wavepool I got knocked underwater and when I tried to come up I was stuck under someone sitting in a pool tube and apparently they didn't notice the struggling drowning child stuck underneath them and neither did the useless lifeguards. My mom had to pull me out.
Water doesn't like me and I'd like to keep my respectful distance from it. I like to dip in my toes but I don't like to go very far.
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09-11-2016, 11:36 PM #3190
Tert Ne and inferior Ti actually make a lot of sense to me but the majority of the MBTI community treats I/E as a social dichotomy rather than a functional preference so I am feeling very conflicted right now.
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