I'm just pissed because I want you and you don't want me. But, I just want to imagine its your fault some how... just so I don't have to take the blame. I'm just pissed because I don't like the other fish in the sea, they're lame...and I'm too cliche and self absorbed to realize i'm the lame one. I'm embarrassed and my pride is hurt, i'm less altruistic than I like to believe. I romanticize things that hurt way too often. and I'm too picky, I'm the most positive in denial masochist I've ever met...who happens to fear being alone, but also fears losing their independence, I live in a constant headache, because I constantly contradict myself and make more problems.
BOO FUCKING HOO