06-20-2016 06:17 PM
The lowest I have ever weighed in my adult life was 79 lbs and the heaviest I have ever weighed was 102 lbs in high school.
06-20-2016 08:37 PM
I've developed the habit of popping pills when nihilistic thoughts creep back into my thoughts. In my defense, several months of recurring anxiety is enough for me, and they've been far less lately. And worrying is pointless.
But yeah, I feel like a coward.
06-21-2016 05:41 PM
I would love to make the jump to SP land but the descriptions are disappointing. I'm not sure why they bother me so much.
06-21-2016 07:42 PM
So much this. For one, ISFP profiles are too often worthless if you're not an e9. I read about the individual functions and preferences (preferences as in what makes an S in general) to understand.
Originally Posted by Also
4w5 6w7 1w2 sx/sp ⏩ ISFP
RLOAX (don't do it) ⏩ Melancholic Hufflepuff
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06-21-2016 07:48 PM
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06-21-2016 08:23 PM
06-21-2016 08:37 PM
It'd be super cute if you named him Lt. Surge.
Originally Posted by Yamato Nadeshiko
Why you looking for a harmony?
There is harmony in everything
It's a butterfly who waits for wind
To fly away
If you're looking for a dream girl
I'll never be your dream girl
Living in the real world
Looking for a dream girl
06-21-2016 08:57 PM
There is a definite e9 vibe in most of the descriptions that I've read so far but I do relate to the functions overall. I believe I'm a gamma but I made the mistake of thinking that exploring other types would be a fun process, especially when considering an S type.
Originally Posted by Alaska
06-21-2016 09:07 PM
I don't know if I have the capacity to feel true, deep, lasting romantic love. Crushes, yes, but then the crush fades and nothing is left.
Considering all the other ways I deviate from the norm in this regard, it's more possible than not that this is the case. And that worries and upsets me.
ESTJ - LSE - ESTj (mbti/socionics)
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw or gryffindor (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
06-22-2016 03:34 AM
But I don't even get crushes really. Maybe faint shallow fleeting feelings that I usually don't even notice.
But in the rare times I feel more, I get hit obsessively and it freaks me out. Becoming fascinated but vulnerable, pull a bit and then push away. Back and forth. I want to figure them out and what draws me to them, yet my security, feeling tied down, and paranoia prevents me from fully being able to. In short. My mind gets tripped out. Might as well be on Acid.
I may be on the side of the Angels, but don't think for one second that I am one of them.
Alignment: True Neutral
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