The lowest I have ever weighed in my adult life was 79 lbs and the heaviest I have ever weighed was 102 lbs in high school.
06-20-2016, 06:17 PM #2811
- Join Date
- Sep 2015
- 359 sp/sx
- EIE Ni
06-20-2016, 08:37 PM #2812
I've developed the habit of popping pills when nihilistic thoughts creep back into my thoughts. In my defense, several months of recurring anxiety is enough for me, and they've been far less lately. And worrying is pointless.
But yeah, I feel like a coward.
06-21-2016, 05:41 PM #2813
I would love to make the jump to SP land but the descriptions are disappointing. I'm not sure why they bother me so much.
06-21-2016, 07:42 PM #2814
06-21-2016, 07:48 PM #2815
Now? A lot of ISFP profiles fit pretty well if I'm really honest with myself (with the add: That there's a lot NOT in the profiles that I'm perfectly capable of doing, and even doing well). It probably helps though that I do have a fair amount of e9 in me, though, and also am a nature loving soul."...On and on and on and on he strode, far out over the sands, singing wildly to the sea, crying to greet the advent of the life that had cried to him." - James Joyce
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06-21-2016, 08:23 PM #2816
I really like leather sofas
To avoid criticism, do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.
~ Elbert Hubbard
Music provides one of the clearest examples of a much deeper relation between mathematics and human experience.
06-21-2016, 08:37 PM #2817obviously you're going to get nothing from reading this
06-21-2016, 08:57 PM #2818
06-21-2016, 09:07 PM #2819
I don't know if I have the capacity to feel true, deep, lasting romantic love. Crushes, yes, but then the crush fades and nothing is left.
Considering all the other ways I deviate from the norm in this regard, it's more possible than not that this is the case. And that worries and upsets me.Originally Posted by Nørrsken impersonating EJCC
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw + wampus (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
06-22-2016, 03:34 AM #2820
But I don't even get crushes really. Maybe faint shallow fleeting feelings that I usually don't even notice.
But in the rare times I feel more, I get hit obsessively and it freaks me out. Becoming fascinated but vulnerable, pull a bit and then push away. Back and forth. I want to figure them out and what draws me to them, yet my security, feeling tied down, and paranoia prevents me from fully being able to. In short. My mind gets tripped out. Might as well be on Acid."A life that lives without doing anything is the same as a slow death." - Lelouch Vi Britannia
Alignment: True Neutral/Chaotic Neutral (Rational Neutral - Rebel Neutral)
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