Confession: I sing to my cat when I bathe him & drive him to the vet.
It does calm him down, oddly enough.
I'm not crazy... Or at least, not for this reason. People have witnessed this phenomenon taking effect. They still call me crazy, though.
03/23 06:06:58 EcK: lex
03/23 06:06:59 EcK: lex
03/23 06:21:34 Nancynobullets: LEXXX *sacrifices a first born*
03/23 06:21:53 Nancynobullets: We summon yooouuu
03/23 06:29:07 Lexicon: I was sleeping!
04/25 04:20:35 Patches: Don't listen to lex. She wants to birth a litter of kittens. She doesnt get to decide whats creepy
02/16 23:49:38 ygolo: Lex is afk
02/16 23:49:45 Cimarron: she's doing drugs with Jack
03/05 19:27:41 Time: You can't make chat morbid. Lex does it naturally.
Difficult to Grasp. Something that even if I feel and know what it is(surface emotion - base emotion), it is fleeting and shifts quickly back to neutrality.
Anything deeper is .. in some ways a blind spot.
To combat this I dive into deep, insightful, even sad music in order to feel more. It works, as my robotic mind shifts into a new more 'human' perspective and I get to feel. Because of this I have come to listen to music almost obsessively. Relish and covet it like a drug.
Much like this. I've realized I am more likely to analyze them and wonder what the heck they are, if they are something deeper than a surface feeling.
"A life that lives without doing anything is the same as a slow death." - Lelouch Vi Britannia
I don't want a boyfriend, I want a soulmate. I don't want a relationship, I want true love.
I believe in fate, I believe in synchronicity.
I don't know who or where my Mr Right is, but I have a feeling that he is somewhere out there in this world. When I was 15 years old, I actually folded a bunch of stars, and behind every stars I wrote all my secrets and all my innermost thoughts/feelings in it, I told myself that I'll give those stars to my Mr Right when I meet him someday.
But I have waited and waited for so long and he hadn't appeared. Instead, I kept meeting lots of frogs everywhere.