Sometimes... I seek out Se doms whenever I have mental breakdowns... idk sometimes ENTJs but I feel like they can't help me? for some reason..
Maybe because I feel like I'm going to be judged by them, or they won't take me seriously. And my mind goes in circles after that.
But, I do know Te doms when they have a calm mind, cools me down too. Also, ISTPs somehow make me feel, abnormally normal. I don't even know why...
I get extremely clingy when I'm scared.
The ones who care, don't understand. And the ones who understand, don't care.
In the few times I've been shamed publicly, the insults itself don't bother me.
Rather, it's the people who stand up for me that would finally break me down. I've always felt a need to be independent, to depend on no one, to handle all my issues by myself. I believe that only I am the one who should solve all my problems. So when someone ends up defending me, I can't help but let the tears spring out. Maybe it's because deep down...I'm grateful that someone would care that much to come to my rescue.