01-16-2016, 12:12 PM #1951
01-16-2016, 12:17 PM #1952
-I hide a lot of my true feelings. I internalize. I have a lot inner anger about how I was treated as a child and it affects how I behave towards certain people or my family, especially my parents. I can be volatile and aggressive when I feel threatened, questioned, or talked down to.
-I seek excitement & passion in most things and depth in all people, which just results in frustration and disappointment.
-I am very much a "do things my way" type of woman, can be selfish, not caring about what others think or that I push others away with my attitude. I pride myself in being the intellectual and black sheep/lone wolf. I don't like others coming to my rescue but sometimes wish they would.
-I am a perfectionist when it comes to work, my art and writing...often thinking I'm not good enough and belittling my actual accomplishments.
-I lack motivation in a lot of other things and can be lazy, have ambition but don't follow through. I wish I wouldn't push myself back so much.
-I am easily bored and annoyed with most people. Most of my emotions show on my face, so a lot of people read into my expressions and think I'm a bitch and a know-it-all. And although this is true in certain cases, even being cruel and sharp-tongued, I rarely do this. I'm actually a very polite, nice, kind person. I only seem to have a tough exterior because I have been taken advantage of many, many times... I am a sentimental person at heart, extremely sensitive -- it's really just a defense mechanism I have acquired and can't turn it off.
-I have a lot of dark interests, fascinated by the macabre and love to wallow in melancholia.
01-18-2016, 01:43 AM #1953
I like Peg + Cat on PBS.
Ann Coulter has become the Rosa Parks of our generation. I applaud her courage in the face of ugly mob intimidation at college campuses.
01-18-2016, 01:52 AM #1954
The man isn't a big fan of tattoos but I want a few more... Planning on getting a set within the next few weeks... It's my body
Plus, he shaved his beard despite known that I love it“Oh, we're always alright. You remember that. We happen to other people.” -Terry Pratchett
01-18-2016, 11:43 AM #1955
01-18-2016, 01:40 PM #1956
Ocd in guilt and confessionobviously you're going to get nothing from reading this
01-18-2016, 01:43 PM #1957
I'm fighting winter depression and its resulting anxiety hard lately. I feel like I'm just trying to hang on and I can't wait to take this trip and just leave it all behind for a while. Winter trips to warm places are a thing for a reason.You hem me in -- behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
01-18-2016, 02:22 PM #1958
01-18-2016, 08:23 PM #1959
I'm starting to lose hope in this forum.
SOMEBODY BE THE LIGHT AND BRING SPARKLES AND PONIES AND TREATS AND 9 OPTIMISM. NAO!
Added Confession: I think I'm the only one trying to be funny here.. Help.obviously you're going to get nothing from reading this
01-21-2016, 01:25 AM #1960
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