Maybe one moment I wanna go to the party, I get there and decide I wanna go, so I leave without saying "hi" to the person who threw the party ... this makes sense to me. I go to the store, get there and decide I don't want what I went there for, I leave. I say I'll help, the something in me changes and so I then say no. People say I'm irresponsible, lose friends left and right. But I feel like I have to listen to whats right for me. It isn't right for me to live my life based off other people's expectations.