I was once. I guess it lasted somewhere between 6 and 12 months (hard to tell because it was a gradual tapering off). It was awful. Worst thing I've ever been through. It had to do with a grief related thing.
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I've been depressed before, for a long time. And anxious - that was worse. Combined, it was dreadful. In hindsight I wonder how I got through it alive. My family were brilliant, my mother and sister especially. I'm amazed at my will power. I think being an INTJ helped.
Anyway, I'm now as happy as I've every been, things are going very well indeed for me!
<--- possibly fending off depression due to mental exhaustion from PTSD crap I'm dealing with, presently. Everything builds up & I get upset with myself for not being able to shut it off/feel like it'll always be this way in my head, which is quite a hopeless feeling in the moment. I'm not sure if I'm depressed or just very tired inside right now, from the tension/anxiety. Maybe there's no difference. I know this, either way: it does pass.
03/23 06:06:58 EcK: lex
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03/23 06:21:34 Nancynobullets: LEXXX *sacrifices a first born*
03/23 06:21:53 Nancynobullets: We summon yooouuu
03/23 06:29:07 Lexicon: I was sleeping!
04/25 04:20:35 Patches: Don't listen to lex. She wants to birth a litter of kittens. She doesnt get to decide whats creepy
02/16 23:49:38 ygolo: Lex is afk
02/16 23:49:45 Cimarron: she's doing drugs with Jack
03/05 19:27:41 Time: You can't make chat morbid. Lex does it naturally.
i`ve been depressed for most of the last 2 years now.. and recently i`ve been trying to ignore it but i`m really numb and i just end up feeling alien among the people surrounding me, i can `t find any meaning in dealing with them and trying to understand them anymore
i`ve reached a point where i don`t feel safe anywhere and for the most part i ve shut my mind down ..
cliche as it seems, nobody seems to notice anything different about my weird self but i m too numb to think about that now, maybe when i m better