First why do you think that you are insulting me? Sorry but this is very important for the thread.
That too intense thing happens rarely because I am not around people much.
And usually I keep my ideas for myself but if I want to be more social this is not an option any more.
By hiding self confidence I mean not coming as too intense.
But you are right I am too formal all the time.
As for social sphere I think that MBTI can say a lot about my weaknesses.
I am relatively new to MBTI but tendency is very clear.
My score on mbti online tests is always INTJ.
Your Type is
Introverted Intuitive Thinking Judging
Strength of the preferences %
100 88 100 88
Qualitative analysis of your type formula
•very expressed introvert
•very expressed intuitive personality
•very expressed thinking personality
•very expressed judging personality
INTJ -The Mastermind
You scored 0% I to E, 5% N to S, 95% F to T, and 21% J to P!
And I know that those 100% scores are actually 90%.
I was planning to open a new thread by asking "Is this even possible" but this looks like a good place and time to post it because things are going beneath the surface.
I know that scores look surreal so I will give examples from real life to back it up. This is not braging this is just saying what the facts are saying.
And to put it in very short it would be this.
Introversion : In kinder garden while other kids where playing I was sitting in the corner and drawing Jupiter atmosphere and other bodies of solar system.
At age of six I started to play videogames and did not care for anything else.
At age of twenty the entire thing come back to some more normal levels.
In one moment in high school I was the only person in the class.
The entire class was made just out of me.
In my entire life I was at only at a 6 partys and said about 10 sentences on each one. Never had a real friendship.
Intuition : Intuition is hard to explain but through my entire life I am highly theoretical and I have never done anything complicated whit my arms.
I can dress myself ,open a tin and smash a rock but that is it.
Thinking: Most of my life I have spent thinking, 6 hours a day is minimum.
I think that my empathy level is linked whit this.
I usually don't laugh to joke unless it is something very funny of very morbid.
Also I am 23 and I am still waiting for that magical first crush.
I am starting to wonder will it ever come. I am straight just emotions are not my field. I don't enjoy in beauty of the moment.
Judging : I know what I want from life and I have created long range plans.
When I know that I will have some important conversation I plan what I will say.
And I am always making some plans and improving current ones because of this people see me as a control freak.
Since I have a long history of living like this I have developed my Antichrist/sarcastic image quite well and to be honest that image served me quite well in hiding my non caring for many things.
And about small talk I am not bad at it I it is just that I don't watch TV, sport has no impact on me,I am not interested in cars ........ I simply have nothing to say.
My point is I don't have a social anxiety. It Is just that my head is my only home since I was born.
But since I am so rational I come to realize that I can't live like this forever and I have started to change. Coming at this forum is one of those changes.