A man builds. A parasite asks 'Where is my share?'
A man creates. A parasite says, 'What will the neighbors think?'
A man invents. A parasite says, 'Watch out, or you might tread on the toes of God... '
Yes, I do. But it also varies, and I have insecurities. Today I got off a long flight and haven't done anything with my hair, and am wearing glasses instead of contacts, and I think under these circumstances I look sort of androgynous and even plain.
I also think I genuinely look model-like on my best days. I'm very tall but I'm also insecure about that. It seems to scare people. I seem to be getting increasing amounts of attention over my looks these days - not sure if it's because I'm the blondest I've been! But I've had a surprising number of total strangers telling me I'm beautiful, and friends telling me I look more attractive and more comfortable in my body as I get a little older, etc.
I really am kind of insecure about the tall thing, though. And it's weird mixed messages when you get some people asking you if you're a model (or telling you you should be), or telling you you're stunningly beautiful - and then you get others asking you if you're a man. And that wasn't necessarily when I was wearing no makeup, or whatever. (I've had the extravagant compliments when I was wearing not a speck of makeup.) While I think I'm basically attractive I also think I have somewhat unusual looks which some people love and others aren't drawn to at all.
Fortunately though I wasn't raised in a family where my appearance was criticised or anything like that (except my mom and I might disagree on what I should wear!). So my basic self-esteem on the subject is not bad. I've just had some really weird reactions over the years about height especially and that's left me with some insecurities.
I am not attractive in the slightest, because I have a 6 pack of jelly roles kind of like a Snorelax. Now a really physically attractive person would be a blond black lady with stylish tatas kind of like a Jynx!