EJCC, I can't tell you how much I've been able to relate to some of your recent blog posts. I am the same way in that I plan to do things, and even get really motivated about them. But then hours pass by and nothing gets done. All of a sudden, it's 3:00am and I haven't done a thing. Panic, anger, and frustration set in as I realize that I haven't made progress on a single thing. Just the other day, I even made a to do list with about ten items on it, ranked in order of importance. I didn't have a single thing to do that day--no school and I don't even have a job. I wake up at noon and excitedly remind myself what it is I am supposed to do. Then I check out YouTube, watch some TV, eat some lunch, do more random things on the Internet. Hell, I'm not even sure what
I do all day. The day seems to be gone in a blink of an eye.
This wasn't an issue in high school because I had to put in almost zero effort to practically ace all of my classes. It's almost insane how ill-prepared I was if you were to look at my GPA. Granted, I didn't take that many difficult classes, but I did take a few.
Quite frankly, I don't know how I'll ever make it through undergraduate and then graduate school.
It probably would've been more useful to create a thread about that instead, but I know I would just end up making a stupid rant like I am now.