As a young ENFP there was a definite connection between percieving myself normal by societal standards and feeling normal by my own standards. They were essentially the same thing until I could resolve them.
There are times I feel normal which to me is like a rock star or 'that guy', and other times where I don't, I guess that's normal for me though it doesn't feel normal; boring scares me and living my dreams one way or another is the only normality I'm comfortable with and, that I like; and is why I like life.
was the one
who was lost
and found in
my own thoughts
I've laid bare
and laid there
is it me or is it you
give me reason to...
"normal" is too vague a term to mean anything in itself, so i suppose this depends on one's personal definition.
i would say that i feel normal (what i would describe as that) when i am moved to tears, and i experience it so it is not just the fluid that is dripping from my eyes. good art and a strong b-vitamin complex such as neurorubine are most likely to get me there.
"i love deadlines. i like the whooshing sound they make as they fly by." (c) douglas adams
"there are only two ways to live your life. one is as though nothing is a miracle. the other is as though everything is a miracle." (c) albert einstein
"if only i could grow with my eyes - like these leaves - into the depth" (c) sergei esenin