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    Man, you guys are too nice to me.


    Honestly, I seriously fucking hate my birthday. I've said it before, but the obligatory fake 'nice' my unstable family thrusts onto me sort of highlights the extent of the consistent emotional (& at times, physical) abuse I've dealt with on any other day. Pretend I'm a ''person'' for a day. Why bother. So I just prefer not to acknowledge it.

    I know maybe some people here do it out of social compulsion- but even then, it still seems to come from an overall better, genuine place, at the core.
    Real.

    Does not compute in my mind. I sporadically have to fight off tears, like it's painful to receive that sort of treatment [even off a damn.. forum].. and I don't know why. How backward. People being kind to you hurts in some weird way.

    Been in a toxic place for far too long.

    I'm rambling, but I really do appreciate all the friends I've made here, and the overall sense of community, more than I know how to convey.
    I was unable to leave my house for so long due to health problems, sometimes this place was the only remotely healthy/positive social contact I'd had. That probably sounds creepy &/or pathetic, but fuck it. It's the reality of things.


    Just, yeah. Thanks, guys. For this & more.
    /Shutting up now.


    Here's to real people.
    And really living.
    03/23 06:06:58 EcK: lex
    03/23 06:06:59 EcK: lex
    03/23 06:21:34 Nancynobullets: LEXXX *sacrifices a first born*
    03/23 06:21:53 Nancynobullets: We summon yooouuu
    03/23 06:29:07 Lexicon: I was sleeping!



    04/25 04:20:35 Patches: Don't listen to lex. She wants to birth a litter of kittens. She doesnt get to decide whats creepy

    02/16 23:49:38 ygolo: Lex is afk
    02/16 23:49:45 Cimarron: she's doing drugs with Jack

    03/05 19:27:41 Time: You can't make chat morbid. Lex does it naturally.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Lexicon View Post
    Here's to real people.
    And really living.
    I hope I'm wrong, but I believe that he is a fraud, and I think despite all of his rhetoric about being a champion of the working class, it will turn out to be hollow -- Bernie Sanders on Trump

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    Quote Originally Posted by Lexicon View Post
    Man, you guys are too nice to me.


    Honestly, I seriously fucking hate my birthday. I've said it before, but the obligatory fake 'nice' my unstable family thrusts onto me sort of highlights the extent of the consistent emotional (& at times, physical) abuse I've dealt with on any other day. Pretend I'm a ''person'' for a day. Why bother. So I just prefer not to acknowledge it.

    I know maybe some people here do it out of social compulsion- but even then, it still seems to come from an overall better, genuine place, at the core.
    Real.

    Does not compute in my mind. I sporadically have to fight off tears, like it's painful to receive that sort of treatment [even off a damn.. forum].. and I don't know why. How backward. People being kind to you hurts in some weird way.

    Been in a toxic place for far too long.

    I'm rambling, but I really do appreciate all the friends I've made here, and the overall sense of community, more than I know how to convey.
    I was unable to leave my house for so long due to health problems, sometimes this place was the only remotely healthy/positive social contact I'd had. That probably sounds creepy &/or pathetic, but fuck it. It's the reality of things.


    Just, yeah. Thanks, guys. For this & more.
    /Shutting up now.


    Here's to real people.
    And really living.
    You're interesting. Please start a blog. I will read it. Every day. I promise*. I like how you express yourself. I like how you think.

    It appears that you dislike people celebrating your birthday because it reminds you of your family abuse. So... it seems to compute to me.

    *Promise not guaranteed to be kept.

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    Happy February twenty-sixth to you
    Happy February twenty-sixth to you
    This day isn't special
    And that's probably how you like it

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    happy birthdey looser

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    Happy Birthday, Lex!

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    happy birthday
    yeah. you like that. niceties. take it.
    Oh, its
    You
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    Yes, happy birthday! Hope you got some free stuff
    For all that we have done, as a civilization, as individuals, the universe is not stable, and nor is any single thing within it. Stars consume themselves, the universe itself rushes apart, and we ourselves are composed of matter in constant flux. Colonies of cells in temporary alliance, replicating and decaying and housed within, an incandescent cloud of electrical impulses. This is reality, this is self knowledge, and the perception of it will, of course, make you dizzy.

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    You said don't celebrate your birthday, so I didn't.
    ....That's all. Have a day. (neutral face)
    You can't spell "justice" without ISTJ.

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    belated happy ninja birthday

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