Pretty nonchalant, nbd, going about my life confidently, just being me, walkin' around, point A to point B, being happy and hanging out with friends and family , learning about things in school, la di da...
... and then OMIGOD MY FUTURE I HAVE NO JOB PLANS NO INTERNSHIP NO BOYFRIEND MY GRADES AREN'T PERFECT WHAT AM I GOING TO DO THIS IS INSANE!!!!! :panic:
and then back to normal again
The cycle repeats every three months or so.
You are lucky! That cycle repeats every 28 days or so for most women.
Once I gave a speech for public speaking class. It was a nice short 3 minute speech that was going well However, I dropped my note cards accidentally. You see however, I picked them up quick and quickly resumed my speech fast. I ended up getting a solid B+ on the speech regardless....like a boss
Imagine being on a placid island with only a lonely, scared, identity confused, border line sociopath to talk to. You have to hide your feeling from everyone and fear everyday that someone finds out. You go to work and hope you dont die, you never know what will happen next and everyone around you looks to you for help and most of time you are looking for the same thing. You never get to be your self, it would be like wearing a mask of someone wearing a mask.
"I put the fires out."
"you made them worse."
A unique and special snowflake, much like other unique and special snowflakes except for the sheer quantity of hair on my head. Using superglue, I could help a lot of men displaying signs of male pattern baldness. Te demands a task.
Contemplative and an emotional rollercoaster. Basic, yet never truly boring. Like sitting still and being pulled in all kinds of directions all at once, good and bad and in between. Knowing yourself, but never fully agreeing with what you know. Attributes that are in constant war with one another.. but still try to sew themselves together.
Was perusing through an old journal post where I described how my internal self knows I am amazing and awesome and so on, yet my external self is humbled and hesitant. Course then I drink, consider myself a BAMF, and punch men that I like in the face.
All sides of a spinning coin. Snap snap.
Hang on traveling woman - Don't sacrifice your plan
Cause it will come back to you - Before you lose it on the man