get off this damn forum, you *@&#)*&@_(#&*_@!*(&_!*_()@*!)@(* addict!!
You gave me hyacinths first a year ago;
They called me the hyacinth girl.
Yet when we came back, late, from the Hyacinth garden,
Your arms full, and your hair wet, I could not
Speak, and my eyes failed, I was neither
Living nor dead, and I knew nothing,
Looking into the heart of light, the silence.
Hahaha. Don't worry, FM, I did the SAME thing the night before last. I went to school with NO sleep. What ended up happening was that I came home from school around four-thirty, immediately climbed the steps to my room, shirked my coat and laid it over the back of my bedroom chair, and curled up under my soft warm blankets for the next, oh, ten hours? Hehehe. Woke up around three am (too lazy to check my math, so I'll leave that to everyone else), got online, and my butt has pretty much been glued to this lovely chair ever since.
Hmm, anyhow, as for a note to myself? Let's think of one.
"Do what works for you."
They're running just like you
For you, and I, wooo
So people, people, need some good ol' love
I love you. I love me too. We need to start studying. But it's saturday. I know. But we must have sacrifices. We must survive. You sure love the lower specter of sound, the basses. Like that "manipulated living" track from donnie darko. That's fucking intense. Or that classical thingie, the bach stuff, whatchamacallit, the organ thingie. Fugue and toccata or sumthing. We must go now, although I know you do not want to. Just a few more songs? Hmm. Tell you what. Waste your time until 10, that's 34 minutes. Then we work. Deal. I can't match my mood with the mp3s. That's because you're high on dopamine because of the coffee. You know... We've never managed to even make a single map for any game. I mean we've started, but we never carried through. And you always wanted to make a mod too. I know, but you were stronger, I could not handle your chaos. But we must cooperate. I cannot live without you, you cannot live without me. Well, we could, but we'd only be half a man. I love you. I love you too. Wait. These guys will think you're nuts. That's cool. We're gonna grow out of attention seeking behaviors anyways. I will take care of you from now on. Actually, for the sake of self-entertainment, let's do a crazy laugh.
Great, I am embarrassed now. I know. But at least you're not being a poser. Now, that was unhealthy.