^ Omg seconded!
I feel for you so so much. I'm so so proud of you, and you are stronger than anyone I know. I know we had a falling out, and I don't love you the way I once did.. but you are an amazing man, one I look forward to knowing for years to come. And yeah, human instinct says it'll somehow still sting when you're with someone new.. but I'll get over that, and I'm sure it'll be a grand new adventure with them too.