Disengaging from that which surrounds you in an emotional of physical sense? What do they mean by caring in that context, like the generic kind of hippy 'love' type outlook or otherwise? Do you have any authors that you'd recommend?
Haha it's not a bad thing to dislike text like that, it can be hard to keep going after a while if you're not invested in it, so it's understandable. It sounds like I'm just going along with it, but that's what I was trying to explain but couldn't exactly find the right words to. It's like finding a map that leads to treasure in a dark cave each step gets more and more exciting.