I just remember feeling unhappy as a child, like I craved attention and I wasn't getting it. I see videos of myself as a child and become instantly annoyed at how I was always pouting or trying to get somebodies attention but I was pushed back or told to stop.
I lived in my own world. I'd go into the woods and pretend a herd of trees were my home and I make fake furniture out of sticks and logs. I also imagined I would be a pop star one day and would actually imagine myself in the place of Brittney Spears in her early music videos (Oh boy!). I lived in a fantasy world with my books as well. I'd spend all day reading or coloring-just away from everybody and trying to capture the moment some how.