Your post is too long, convoluted and unclear. It also seems a bit personal and argumentatively hyperemotional, thats why I did not read it.
I want an argument. The nastier the better. Subject-irrelevant
I want a nasty argument - It should relate to a pre-existing stance
I want an argument with an edge- no ad hominem, though.
I hate to admit it, but I am more attracted to a dispute.
It doesn't matter to me if it is an argument or neutral, if the subject is interesting
I won't participate in a dispute unless I am awfully sure, and so I find arguments limiting
I tend to avoid most disputative threads.
I despise argumentative threads. They suck.