It actually got to the point where the special ed (a system which I was in through my high school years) put me in a special gym class (along with certain classes designed for children with behavioral problems) where I competed with other physically awkward or disabled folk. They thought it would be to help boost my self-esteem. When I was fit into a "special" gym class, I outperformed the other pupils. However, being in the league with the physically and mentally handicapped really just lowered my self-esteem.
And I still haven't decided how I'm going to kill my folks for agreeing to put me through such torture.