I'm still a teenager now Anyways, so far..
13 - I was in year 8. I was in my innocent immature mode - I was homosexual then, but I didn't realize the social implications, and how this would affect my life. I was just gay. Period. I was one of the intelligent kids, and was always the friendly/nice one (ENFP power!), and I liked to find friends that were out of the crowd. Those friends were ones of the biggest hearts, and I wouldn't fear at all to try and talk to them. I didn't really hang out with the supposed 'jocks' and 'bullies'- they were arrogant jerks. I really like listening to people, and had no problem making friends - and I treat people with equal value. I just liked the 'weirdos' - they were interesting, and most of all, fun! People who were popular were boring - I tried to avoid those. By the end of this year, my acne started happening! (NO! SELF ESTEEM ATTACK!) Though I never felt insecure at school - I didn't need to attach myself to powerful 'figures'.
14 - Year 9. I was started to be a bit more aware of how homosexuality worked. Low self-esteem. I felt that I was 'lonely' and misunderstood (my parents are very 'J'-styled and have openly said that they disliked homosexuals); and I started to lose trust and that emotional connection with them - and I was depressed with this secret inside me. The thing is, when I'm outside with school, and friends, my Ne keeps me busy (and energetic and happy!). Most people knew me as the 'cheerful' one - there wasn't much that could bring me down - and I was always optimistic. My results were fine, and I worked well with people, especially juniors below me. I really liked talking and communicating to everyone (...All their brilliant minds, and potentials!). But when I was alone, my Fi started working - and I was always berating myself for being 'ugly' - partly because I had acne. And I was never that good at sport - and I was short too! It was weird, because when I had someone next to me, I'd just forget about my troubles. I also started searching into the occult subjects - ie, astrology.
15 - Got bored with astrology and deemed it 'bullshit' - but it's still fun to give a little self boost! Started getting interested in psychology, and now typology. I came out at the start of this year to dad (not successful - he called it a disease), and by now I'm pretty much cut off to my parents about my emotions and feelings. They don't give any compliments at all (I'm an ENFP - I NEED it!); and keep abusing my about my supposed 'crap' face and acne. My acne is going away (I'm pretty sure it will go away!), and I'm feeling a lot brighter. I was always mature (from around 13), and now I feel I have gained a lot of knowledge about the world and how it works. I started going deeper into subjects - and seeing meaning in things, especially complex themes like religion, homosexuality, emotion, etc. I'm very lonely, and really want a boyfriend - but I don't have a gaydar! I'm really extroverted and confident, but in boyfriend-boyfriend relationships I'm a mess! I don't feel secure at all!
I do feel like I have gone wiser - I feel very grown up in a world of children - everyone around me is still 'mucking' around, and doing their silly things. I listen in class - because I KNOW the teachers are thinking for the good - and the knowledge we gain is something of worthiness. I really dislike disrespectful noisy people - we're fortunate enough to live in Australia, a developed country - other people in the world are all hoping for even an hour of education, but don't even have access and forced to work in labor!
My friends are all outcasts - none of them are 'popular' - but they are all genuinely nice and smart people with big hearts. They might not be the sportiest, or the smartest, but they all have unique individuality to them - all with their own talents.
I'm starting to crush on boys in my all-boys school (Uh-oh. Bad mistake!). And since I'm still a red-blooded male, I like sex. Lots and lots of sex. Though I keep myself in control (Fi doesn't let me go out and start raping everybody), but it doesn't help when they're hot. It's hard to keep the lust in (rarely). And I'm oh so lonely, and hoping for someone to understand me (Gah, Fi!). However, I'm not the most attractive (Acne! But it's all going away!); I'm short, and not particularly 'manly' (Damn me excitable self!), and I'm not good at sport. Oh yea, and I'm an Asian living in a predominantly white country (Australia - people are sometimes racist here, though of course, there's also those non-discriminatory ones!).
Career have been going in and out of my head - I have a hard time choosing (AGGH EVERYTHING IS GOOD TO ME!). I've finally decided to either psychology or medicine (then specializing in psychiatry). I'm sure they'll both be fulfilling!
I'm already philosophy about life - I do believe in world peace being attainable (I'm naive, aren't I?) - and everyday I consider many of the hypocrisy and higher meaning to everyone and everything. Of course, when I'm on the outside, I'm using my Ne; but with the responses, it channels into Fi, and I'll use Te to analyse. Si....Well, someone else can take care of the chores and bills (THEY'RE BORING. BOOORING!). My parents keep berating me about being lazy -_-.
And I'm here now on TypoC. It's nice - and there's a lot of mature people here (No trolls!). Hope you guys don't mind a 15 year old here (I'm still very young, and have no 'real' social/life experience at all! And I can't write eloquent and precise lines of analysis Sorry.)