Well, I finished my letter to the university, explaining that there had been a misunderstanding about my application letter and that I'm really, really sorry. I've also sent a message to the bank that they should stop sending me letters. Now I've been listening to some songs that always bring me back to reality and I guess I love myself again. But I do have a headache now from all the stress, that reminds me of a friend of mine who has stress headache as long as she can remember. We should catch up sometime.