Its like a quest that can never be completed. Its like the saddest song ever made. Its like a never ending lie, and you are so far past the point of no return that you don't even remember what it looked like when you had passed it. Its like wave crashing into the cliff side, the instant effect is close to nothing but oh how its taking it toll. Its like first learning that you have lung cancer and you run out of the doctors office not to cry, but to light up. Its like making a grocery list, and not using it. Yea its kinda like that...