So this girl I have a bit of a history with has invited me to come see her while she's up visiting her sister. We grew up together (our families went to the same church) but hadn't really spoke much to each other until not too long before I moved away to California (this was about 2 years ago). We've kept in contact as more than friends but somehow managed to have our conflicts and fights. We stopped talking a couple months ago over stupid stuff but recently we picked things back up a little. We aren't talking often on the phone but we are on good terms and have spoken a couple times briefly on the phone as well as texted a little. Anyways, I got a random text from her tonight just saying hello. She told me I should come see her and hang out. I want to, but I don't know that I have the balls. Too afraid that it won't be the way I want it to or that I won't be as interesting or comfortable around her. Basically I don't want to fail or get rejected, but I REALLY want to do this. I fear that the fears will outweigh the desire (because in my life, there's been a history of that). I don't know what the point of this thread is. Let me just get a bunch of signatures as a petition forcing me to do this.