I don't think I make all my decisions based on reason, though.
Well, I already know what I would be like at that point, I just can't be that way right now because I don't know how yet.I'm curious to see which you'd be more like once you make some big changes in your life, live independently, and all that... it would seem to be a "truer" self. (It's like waiting for Christmas, wheee!)
I'd be fairly open, kind, concerned, and entertaining... if I could be who I feel I am. It's just that there's no satisfying outlet for any of those tendencies right now that will get me where I want to go. So I have to dismiss them until I'm in a position to show them.