i really hate socializing. sometimes i get the urge to do this and always regret it. lately it's because of our kids that i allow this to happen. i mean why should they suffer because my husband and i hate being around people?
not only do i hate being around people but i hate when i am shopping in any store and they are too close to me. i mean can't i fucking look at cereals without having people up my ass? it's a given that you can walk over to any area and within minutes people flock to this area! that's when i mutter, "i'll just have to come back later, this is ridiculous" or "fuck!" not sure how loud my muttering is but when i get that annoyed i don't care. fuck em!
i invited a good friend of mine's family over last night. she has four kids and brought three of them. i was hoping to keep them all outside, even set up a pool thing for them hoping to keep them busy but being kids they couldn't help but track in and out. one good thing that came out of the evening was that we realized that our kids aren't so bad after all. her kids whine constantly and she and her husband comply every time. it was difficult to watch really.
today i am left with dirty carpets and greasy hand prints on the windows so i will be spending the next two hours cleaning on a day that i planned on doing nothing. having kids that aren't house trained will do that to you.
note to self: do not invite these people over ever again!