I dont need a solution I was just interested in seeing if others had similar contemplative thoughts.
Im out with my parents, my grandmother and my parents step grandchildren at an amusement park. And as I often do I was people watching, in particular to this little group I was with. So after a few hours of this I had this thought in my head. I dont think its particularly profound or anything. But I thought to myself: "The step grandchildren has so much more in common with my parents than I ever had with my grandmother." What I meant can probably been seen as rather superficial as I think that my grandmother and I have a good relationship, I love her and therefore I have a special bond with her, but we are so different in communication, in personality, in choices and so many other things.
It just seems that the older generation that my grandmother is in seems so much more different because of technological advancements and so on. Than compared to how much more closer bonds culturally, communicationswise and so on that my parents generation are to the younger generations.
But still I feel like Im different, not meant that I cant find my place in society, I think that I have found that, but more that I see the world from a far in some way. And eventhough I can find myself sitting at a jazz club, at the opera house and so on, I still feel like I dont have a grounding. I think eventhough I dont have the most outgoing personality and go to many things, my interests are so many and so different that I cant seem to find a focus.
That was basically what I meant with this thread.