My mind just said, "who cares if billions of people suffer if you don't choose a box, the number doesn't even matter, suffering is suffering and there is no great difference between human bodies; there is no difference between a million suffering or a billion suffering, it's all just suffering. So, not picking a box isn't a bad idea.", because I don't really want to pick a box under these circumstances.
Fool, what's the difference between eternal and ending suffering then? *debates within my head*