Well I detached from this place since I needed the time to change how I operate piece by piece. I know that it sounds dramatic but I am not the same person that left this forum a few months ago. It is a long story and complicated but I have changed pretty much everything. My career path , how I approach people , my relations with my family , I have started to make friendships and hang out at night (and in percentage most of new people are women) , I have stared to work out to get my body in better shape. I mean there is nothing really wrong with it , it is just that I am low on muscular mass. etc.
However online I will probably sound fairly similar as I did before.