Lust and infactuation. Both often come out of the blue for me, particularly infactuation, can for a long time with me, beyond the point of reasonability. They are not emotions that I can rationilize, stuff down and soilder on with, nor does taking time out away from the object of my desire , seem to lessen the the intensity. I just have to wait for it to pass. One day some ones gonna pass through my radar, that those feelings won't wear off for. I'm gonna be a freakin' mess.
Currently submerged under an avalanche of books and paper work. I may come back up for air from time to time.
Real life awaits and she is a demanding mistress.