I feel awesome cause I feel phobic, completely out of place and weird and scared and pissed and confused, I feel stressed, awkard I feel like the word fuck has never had a more profound meaning than right now but I feel awesome, I don't know why, I think something's gone wrong in my brain, in its neurotransmitters or something. I imagine all the horrible future things and feel completely frozen and I feel a horrible sense of helplessness but I just can't help but feel awesome.
No idea about electro, unless that's an American way of saying drum and bass lol in which case, yeah, it's huge.
TBH though, it's been years and years and years since I partook in any of that, but the memory of that awesomeness never fades.
Berbs you dissapoint me (not really-obviously ),
it's what those freaky chicks listen to down in hoxton (yeah i have been there )
Next stop for Berbs & Gempop....
You guessed it, Hoxton!
Dirty dirty electro
We will be awesome
Last edited by HelenOfTroy; 03-15-2010 at 11:21 AM.
"We knew he was someone who had a tragic flaw, that's where his greatness came from"
Today, I've come to some great realisations about how my creative processes work, I managed to put precise words on the prevalent systems, the tensions, and the flaws. Which also gave me ideas for a new project that I will carry out sooner or later (not the same as the one I am going to mention in the next paragraph, though).
I might write a blog entry about it if some people would find it itneresting.
As well as finally finding a definition of art and artist that I am happy and stable with, which I can also represent in the form of schemes, and I am intended to carry a long term plan of creating a programme that emulates the processes informations go through in the collective human imagination and attempting to create art out of it like I believe the human creation process does.
I don't want to explain it too much because I think I am onto something and don't feel like sharing it before a much more advanced stage, I am a bit afraid of people stealing my ideas (but if you are really into programming and have a vision, contact me!)
Might sound like coming up more or less to some quite basic evidences, but I am glad I can now perfectly illustrate what was more or less murky tendancies in my head.
And I am also really satisfied to have gotten my mojo back. I had been for months without major moments of revelation/understanding on whatever plane.
4w5 so/sp I 77% E 23% N 85% S 15%
T 51% F 49% J 60% P 40%
average of many test results combined