Well, I have to go to school every day. Aside from that, I generally am, even in the summer- either hanging out with my group of old friends or with new people I meet daily. I really like to see my boyfriend as often as possible. I have days where I just like to go out by myself though.
Nowadays, with depression, things are quite different. It's ridiculous because my boyfriend being far away makes me not want to talk to anybody, and then when he does call me I'm so down that I ignore his call because I just can't talk. Disappearing leads to shame, shame leads to isolation. I hate it.
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Originally Posted by ThatGirl
holy shit am I a feeler?
if you like my avatar, it's because i took it myself! : D
I loathe what the average person would consider as socializing. Bars, parties, crowds, things that involve spending a lot of money..
barf. I detest these people. They're everywhere! Loud, obnoxious, presumptuous, no regard for personal space or privacy, unpredictable behavior.. ugh. Drinking is the worst. I'm pretty sure I'd be more okay with someone snorting a line of crack near me than a drunk. Needless to say, I hate almost everyone my age. :\ But _love_ the drug-free ones who just want to stay in, one-on-one, talking intelligently, or cuddling, or whatever.
"If you would convince a man that he does wrong, do right. But do not care to convince him. Men will believe what they see. Let them see."
"How dreadful!" cried Lord Henry. "I can stand brute force, but brute reason is quite unbearable. There is something unfair about its use. It is hitting below the intellect." ~ Oscar Wilde - The picture of Dorian Gray
I'm becoming less and less socially active, although I never really was. I hardly hang out with anyone, weekday or weekend. For awhile I was doing something every weekend with my two friends, but one is off having a social life and the other is addicted to WoW again, so I'm pretty much without friends. In the past month my social interaction has been seeing one movie and having 1 or 2 dinners with said friends.
not at all.
i can count the number of times ive hung out with a friend outside of school in the past year on my hands.
i can stand to be around my woman for extended periods of time though, same with my family.