I should take a picture of my backyard one day. I sometimes walk out here, and I get so scared I freeze a moment, then rush back inside.. THe tree is spiney, and a swing with a ripped cloth roof has halloween-esque tatters flowing in the wind, the red barn-like shed is broken and leaning on its last leg and looks SO creepy..
I sometimes wake up thinking someone is going to be in my room with me. .. I keep a knife underneath my stuffed animal when I sleep at all times.
That a serial killer is laying in the backseat of my car when I'm driving. I always check my car. And anyone else's im about to get into. ALWAYS. and I'll never tint my windows either for that reason.
That someone will attack me when I'm filling up gas in my car. I'm constantly looking around and I take very accurate accounts of who's there and where they are.
I sometimes think dinosaurs might jump through my windows.. I'm not joking about this one either
When I'm at the beach, I think somethings going to eat me, or grab me with a tentacle or something and pull me down and eat me alive No preventing that though except not swimming. And thats boring.
I have lots of others but.. these are off the top of my head.
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my only paranoia exists in video games.
especially if i'm drunk, playing a game like metroid in a dark room [an old hobby of mine, long since passed].
the fear is of my character getting swallowed up by some monster that i was unaware of.
that, or something similar has happened in a few games, and only ever once per game; i'm not one to often make the same mistake twice.
but it's happened just enough that i'm conditioned to always be wary there's some looming obstacle waiting for the right moment to trample me, or eat me, or deny me access to a castle i need to get into because the item i need to trade with the guy at the bridge is in that town.
shit like that always happens after i've gotten a lot of stuff done and haven't saved in a long time.
even in games i know they're not going to do it with [like super mario] my skin still starts to crawl as soon as i've made any kind of substantial advancement and doesn't stop until i save.
I`m afraid to let my foot dangle of the bed. I always imagine something/someone might grab it. Similarly, also that a shark might chew on it while I`m swimming.
When I was little and sometimes thought I saw unusually shaped shadows (there was a velociraptor instead of a chair once), hear "strange" sounds at night, I`d wrap myself in the blanket, so that only a part of my head was showing.
I still do that sometimes, but mostly I just tell myself if there really was something there, a blanket wouldn`t really pose a challenge.
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"You can't give up hope just because it's hopeless, you have to hope even harder and cover your ears and go 'lalalalalalala'"- Fry (Futurama)
In the dorm restrooms the showers were to your back whenever you were washing your face in the sink... I had the habit of always washing my face and brushing my teeth before going to bed no matter how late I'd gotten in
It had occurred to me straight off that if I really wished to kill someone it would be easy to lurk in the showers until they were washing thier face and then sneak out and get them (I know, I'm psycho )
Then it occurred to me that if I could think that up someone else could as well... I spent the rest of the year paranoid that someone was going to get me when I was washing my face at night
Human beings make life so interesting. Do you know that in a universe so full of wonders, they have managed to invent boredom? -Terry Pratchett