I pride myself in being honest everytime I said it. And that's easy to say, because I never said it.
Now I am in love for nearly five years and I am in love, ouh yeah I just had the most beautiful three weeks of my life ( and that after five years ).
But I still dont say it. And nowadays its more like, I am forgetting to say it. Not that I would ever bother, cause I know what I want, but she of course does bother. And I am pretty fucked now cause she caught me two times in five years not saying I love you ever and now I am too pride to even say it at all. Cause it would look like she trained me to say it and she wouldnt like that also.
So I know need to wait for the perfect moment and then shoot, but when that moment comes, I dont have to forget that I need to say it !!
Do you understand my dilemma ?
Does someone has similiar issues with his guinea pig ?