Have more natural math ability. Seriously, they could revoke my INTJ card for this. Other than that, nothing at all.
I've shown a natural talent for math since age three. Does that make me less of an F? :P
Well, I've been thinking a lot about this thread, and I wonder if having the father I had helped me, or hurt me, or both, probably both, but, eh and oh well.
Genetically speaking, seeing how he was a highly intelligent and eccentric man, that has helped me immensely, I'm pretty sure he's helped me in my N-ness and IQ departments, but environmentally speaking, ugh, he fucked me up a great deal.
I think many of my hardcore problems are fundamentally derived from the ways he mistreated me.
And, I'm really a fucked up person because of him, or because of having had to experience having him as a father.
So, if I could go back in time would I have chosen not to be abused???
I don't know.
Having an abusive sister growing up, actually helped me, she put my Fi in check real quick, (I think I was in my crib when I deeply understood the concept of injustice), but my dad's level and kind of abuse was much more rich and complex and fucked up.
Ultimately, has it hurt me, or helped me.
I don't know.
I'm quite sure I'm a masochist because of him, (his sadistic nature towards me ironically led to my masochistic tendencies towards myself).
But, I am quite sure I am a recovering masochist.
I slip up, though. :blushing:
I don't know.
I am happy to be me, but some days...
'Cause you can't handle me...
"A lie is a lie even if everyone believes it. The truth is the truth even if nobody believes it." - David Stevens
"That that is, is. That that is not, is not. Is that it? It is."
The question is more like, What wouldn't I change about myself? No, there are actually a lot of things about me that I love. It's just that my flaws stand out so much that they're all I can see half the time. But to answer the question, I'd trade in this body for a new one. Attractive, healthy, and all of that wonderful stuff. That alone would be enough to make me the happiest person on earth. For a few seconds, at least. That's about how long it would take for me to find something else to loathe.
[ Ni > Ti > Fe > Fi > Ne > Te > Si > Se ][ 4w5 sp/sx ][ RLOAI ][ IEI-Ni ]
-I'd love my hair to grow to reach my waist at least (unsure if my hair will, my mum's didn't ).
-I'd like to be shorter by about... 4-5 inches. I hate being tall.
-Maybe have larger eyes and better eyesight.
-More sociable/ find it easier to go out all the time (I find it impossible =.=)
-Need less sleep (I need a lot)
-Find it easier to save money
-To be more intelligent (because I'm lazy and want life to be easier ^^")
-To make more time for myself.
-To wright better.