contrary to popular belief my sn has nothing to do with my current status of clothing or lack there of. I saw it in a dream once, i thought it would be a cool band name. I didn't know what it meant until later. I'm sheltered.
When I was a wee girl I was not able to read I had a facination for fairy stories, which drove me to learn to read (given I'm dyslexic it wasn't easy). Weirdly enough I have never read Peter Pan....my tastes are more folk lore, lots of Eastern European etc.
My name is Visakan, and my friends have been calling me Visa since I was a little kid.
the "hero" part is half an inside joke between me and my friends, and half a "thing" me and my girlfriend have.
the inside joke is this- back at secondary school, whenever somebody did something outlandish, crazy and messy- like say, topple a bookshelf or break a test-tube, or make a teacher upset or create a general uproar, we'd call that person a "hero" with a derogatory connotation; like "who's the fucking hero?!". It was usually me >_>
with the girlfriend, it's just that she's often very quiet and reserved and passive, so she doesn't like to speak up or try to resolve things that trouble her- so I'm usually the one who pulls through for her on her behalf, which makes me her "hero"... sort of sappy and childish, but it stuck >_>
on a personal level, I also like to think about concepts of heroism on a general note. what does it mean, to be a hero? who's a real hero? what separates a hero from an ordinary human being? each and everyone of us has the capacity to be a hero to someone in some way at some point in time... we are all heroes, really. if we choose to be.
i know what i've chosen; do you? lol so melodramatic
I was playing a statistical footy tipping game on the net and wanted to test a few different strategies. Apparently you could only enter once because it had prizes, so I had to make up some "believable" names. Noigmn was one of them.
If you look at your keyboard you'll notice all the letters are in close proximity to each other .
Freude, schöner Götterfunken Tochter aus Elysium, Wir betreten feuertrunken, Himmlische, dein Heiligtum! Deine Zauber binden wieder Was die Mode streng geteilt; Alle Menschen werden Brüder, Wo dein sanfter Flügel weilt.
It came out of some long story which I failed to finish four years ago. For this, I no longer write them. I prefer writing down skits.
Even when we have lost hope in resolving the problems we have, we are still fundamentally part and parcel of the world. By virtue of this understanding, we can do anything realisable within the universe. [So don't give up ]
If you don't like the way this universe is - go somewhere else!" - Richard Feynman
Originally my username was Savage Brain, which was just a cool name I thought of from the top of my head. It was meant to convey my wild way of thing. Recently though I thought that the Brain part sounded meh, so I changed it to Idealist, considering how idealistic and dreamy I am.
It's metaphorical for my internal struggle. Bending light is the concept of warping space and time. Being in two or more places at once.
It's how we (humanity) plan to transverse the literal, astronomical distances of the galaxy and the universe. Theoretically you could travel in time, or at least view the future or past.
My internal struggle is to reconcile the past, present and future.