I go through alcohol phases where I drink a lot and have suffered some consequences.. and have been very very lucky not to suffer some consequences that perhaps I SHOULD have suffered or could have suffered. I guess I don't really want to get into detail about that. So I have to purposely not drink to not screw my life up anymore. Although its difficult at times. Don't think i'm an alcoholic.. probably just an idiot in my early twenties. but some people have showed concern at times, and sometimes I wonder about myself.