Thanks. Nice picture, by the way. I love that movie.
Mmm...Marlboro....the good stuff. Mmmm...
I'm just going to stop "hiding" them in my bag. I'll just leave them somewhere in the house from now on. It's not like I ever go anywhere anyway.
Ah, but it's just so damn good, and I can't figure out why. I don't really think it's the nicotine, for me. I love the feel of a cigarette in my hand, the way a new pack feels, the smell of it in the air, the way the smoke feels in my body.
Though thrown into banality, this is not who I am, not who I meant to be. I find my answers in my dreams.
"With one hand the past pushes us forward, and with the other it holds us back."
"All love, like fame, is fleeting, when there's no hope anymore."
"I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know,
only I can understand. You live with the threat of my extinction, I live with it too."
"I long to be like you, lie cold in the ground like you." 10.3.2006
Well, I sort of approached him on it. I asked him if he took "what I left on the dashboard." He seemed very confused, and kept asking what I meant. I never replied. I supposed he was too engrossed in World of Warcraft to pursue the issue. He's either a frighteningly good actor, or just oblivious. Knowing him, I really think he would have said something. And I don't think he would throw anything of mine away, because he knows how that feels. His family has treated him and his things like shit for years.
I just bought the pack 2 days ago, that's why I'm mad. I'm really...frugal... with money. I'm very particular with how it is spent. So, having to shell out 4 bucks for a pack, when I can remember it being $2.50, irked me. I hate anything going to waste, especially money. And god knows, he can waste money. This was my escape, my relief to the stress and all the shit he's put me through recently.
I know it's not really that big of a deal, it's just another kick in the ass to a shitty week. I was seeing red when I wrote this post. This is not, by far, the worst of my problems. It was just the "last straw."
I am sorry to hear that. It is a waste of money but if you enjoy smoking then you'll pay for more. I wish i was a social smoker.
Originally Posted by entropie
As sir-smoke-a-lot I advise you to buy two two packs of these and stash one in your house and one in your car:
I really need to quit -.-
Sod that .. You can quit when you are dead.
“I made you take time to look at what I saw and when you took time to really notice my flower, you hung all your associations with flowers on my flower and you write about my flower as if I think and see what you think and see—and I don't.”
― Georgia O'Keeffe