i know how it feels like to lose family...
and im sure losing someone who you love that way hurts just as bad, if not, more.
just take care of yourself and your children
be strong and move on with them as best you can
godstain is right...in some ways you just feel theyre always there for you
and im sure your husband will be looking out for you
i know its hard to forget, hard to cope with
lots of stages when dealing with someones death but do it at your own pace and just do what feels right to you...
even without forgetting, life will look up